What I Can RememberAbduction Addiction Tournaquet Pull tight blood flow no more Vein pop up no more painWhat I Can Remember
The good feeling only lasts a while Spending paychecks hungry, no food Run down apartment on the corner of Drug and addiction
Teen mother Gone father As I see Everyday I want to
Learn But learning
is no more
You have to be
sober to work Can\'t work Already have a job
Voices talking in my head Another 80cc Another $150
Take my life P
My Cold Dark AlleyWhile soaking up the emotions of my day I hear a buzzing A buzzing of evil taking over my mind I grab for my pills to cover the voices But none are thereMy Cold Dark Alley
All destroyed
I grab for a cigarette but my lighter is broken I search for a cure a cure I can give myself
A knife is the medicine I crave so much A knife will dillute the pain I pull the blade
close to my chest Stab in and feel the cold steel
Now I am dead but hell is this Earth And hell is as I appear it to be My cold
Betrayed SoulStumbling down the forgotten path Of life\'s past happy memories I recognize many faces But stop for none Blood, sweat, and tears From a young me Anger, love, and hate From a betrayed soulBetrayed Soul
Emotions run low Anger high Hatred over anger And death above all
Death, the only way out Out of this toilet called Earth I know I was someone in a past life But now I\'m just a number A figure, an estimate
Now I lay down And wish not to wake
Why can't I be 21
